Do you know what's saddening me? The fact that as a result of that cunt Pardew, indifference has settled in amongst my feelings for the club - I am one who strongly opposed the Colback signing but now...seeing that cunt in NUFC gear doesn't make me angry or anything, all I'm getting is the feeling of not caring; I'm feeling the same about the Debuchy sale too - now Debuchy was one of my favourite players last season so to see him leave should make me a bit angry but again I'm feeling nothing.
The life has been sucked out of NUFC and football is quickly losing all meaning for me - only the right change can bring it all back for me.