Just googled his blog:
"Can't get any sleep, just thinking about the many problems that i have here and the best solution. Lying there awake in bed, the sound of the air conditioning is like the engine room to a train of stressful thoughts . . ."
"I watched a goat get sacrificed at training camp a few months back"
" I also managed to setup a live webcam of my dog's bedroom . . . His terminal illness may mean it's the last time i will see him,"
Christ