I dunno, i'm so detached from that football club now its unreal. I depise everything thats in it and what its being used for. I find meyself caring less and less about it...which deep down hurts.
I always thought I would want NUFC to win no matter what...Me feeling like this, is Ashley's fault and to a lesser extent Pardew for the awful football he puts out and his complete lack of respect to the fans.
I'm almost done with the club, I'm hanging on but not sure how long I can.
The result, i dont think i care enough either way.