I have to admit, even last season when we were flying there was still something missing. It may sound ridiculous but i couldn't enjoy it as much knowing we weren't playing at SJP.
However, I still looked forward to the games and I remember spitting blood at the laptop when Fulham scored their 3rd goal in that 5-2 defeat last season. But, something has been chiseled down every day, every week, every month since September 2008. He's won, and he's continuing to defeat us.
Like JH said, just 5 years ago we'd have hounded Pardew or Ashley out if we'd really wanted to. But now? People just don't seem to 'care'.
Before somebody commented on how 'unrivalled' our away support is. Really? Not anymore. Becuase the club penny pinch wherever they can and have systematically taken all the soul out of the club in just 6 fucking years man. We take the smallest allocations possible, we use hooliganism as an excuse to make people pay extra for away tickets. The whole thing stinks and it really has ground me down.
Yes, it may be because we're losing but deep down I know it isn't.