i feel very similar to you in that last season i was dreading games and wasnt bothered about going
but on the flip side i love the socialising with my family and i love supporting my team. i sing, i shout, i get annoyed and nothing beats the feeling of us scoring and i would hate that not to be a part of my life anymore as it has been since my dad took me when i was 5 years old (im 30 now).
I completely understand people not wanting to go because of personal feelings towards those in charge and such like - and great, thats the way you want it so get on with it but i, like many others will still go and would still go even if we were in the conference