I am certainly unhappy with the ownership, really don't rate the manager either and all the hope I've had at the back end of last season + that takeover that never truly happened really drained me.
Mike Ashley certainly outlasted the fight I had in me; I'm at this point where I don't get too mad or too happy at results, I try to just watch each match because I still love football, I still love NUFC (for what it has been in my life as a sporting team that I have always supported from far away) and I do enjoy talking about the team - good or bad on here.
I don't think I'll ever allow myself to go back to being as deeply involved as I was when i was younger.