I would be devastated if we miss out on the CL now in all honesty (even more so if we finish 4th and Chelsea win the fucker )
I would hold nothing against the players, obviously, and it would be a fantastic season that has surpassed everyones expectations, but to get this close and just miss out would be heartbreaking.
And it actually feels pretty fucking good that come the end of the season there's a chance i'll have something to be heartbroken about that doesn't involve relegation.