This, it's one of my main interests alongside music and cinema but that's all it is really now - an interest. This forum's become the best thing about NUFC.
I still follow what's going on, but I don't watch or listen to games or identify as a fan.
I don't blame Carver - he is just your average fan, really. If the club has any chance to save itself (and FWIW, I don't think it does now) the fans have to change.
The media and Ashley executed a perfect hatchet job on them. It's dead impressive objectively
1. Build up a 'delusions of grandeur' tag until the indigenous folk become too self-conscious to make a fuss about anything
2. Incrementally lower expectations until such time that any protest is meaningless once the TV deal kicks in.
Funnily enough though, most of the fans still don't care enough to protest - or realise they futility of it, but inexplicably accept what is served rather than walk away. Stockholm'd to fuck