I'm sure i had some form of depression after he left the second time.
I remember the front cover of the Mag at the time was KK in sunglasses with the heading 'Future's so bright, gotta wear shades'
That was in the living room all season and every time i looked at the cover i felt awful and hated Ashley so much
I remember feeling incredibly happy when he won his court case in October 09 and only a small section of Level 7 sang for him that day in respect for him - that hurt a lot too. I thought everyone would join in for him. I bet they would now!