I'm the same tbh, I'd never have a pop at fans that go every week when I rarely get up to home games, but regularly going to away games and comparing that to experience of a home game it's absolutely crazy. The Joselu miss against Watford although bad seemed to poison the mood immediately and that set the tone. The lads in the corner do a good job of getting behind the team, though.
I now understand why some of our players look scared shitless and mistakes are rife.