Leazes1986 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Olivier Bernard helped Newcastle United beat Juventus in the Champions League and was a France international in the making. Chief sports writer Luke Edwards heard a tragic tale of what might have been. OLIVIER Bernard is struggling as he limps, a smile on his face failing to mask the agony of hip bones relentlessly grinding together when he walks. This is the physical pain that accompanies his mental scars. At just 21, Bernard was a regular member of a Newcastle side that emerged from mid-table obscurity under Sir Bobby Robson to become one of the most exciting teams in English football. There have not been many teams better in black-and-white stripes than the one Robson built and, in many ways, Bernard epitomised everything that what was special about it. Young, hungry, quick, attack-minded, powerful and bold, Bernard arrived in England as an unknown winger from Lyon, became first-choice left-back in a side which qualified for the Champions League twice, reached the semi-finals of the Uefa Cup and amazed critics and supporters alike with its speed and energy. Just six years later, that career was over. Forced to retire because of injury, soured by bitterness and regret, Bernard felt like a victim of a curse. “It was awful, I’d had so many highs at the start of my career and by 28 I was finished,” said Bernard, who lives with his Geordie wife Diane and their two daughters in Newcastle. “I was devastated. “It cost me a lot of money trying to get back into football, but it was a lost cause. “I came back to Newcastle, went to America for an operation, to Canada, to Birmingham, but I never played competitive football again. “I was very unlucky, it was very hard to accept. I had a taste of football at the highest level and it was taken away with the snap of a finger. It killed me for a good year. “I was depressed, so miserable. I’d done everything I could, but nothing worked. I made good money for a young man, but not enough to set me up for life. “I can’t even enjoy watching Newcastle play anymore, I hardly watch any football at all. “I do go sometimes, but I find it brings back too many memories, good and bad. “It reminds me of what I had and what I lost. I wish I could be out there again. I’m only 31, I should still be playing at a good level. “Just looking at the Newcastle shirt makes me proud, it was a big part of my life, but it was taken away from me and I resent that. “I need an operation, I’m in constant pain, but I’m scared. There are no guarantees that I will be able to walk properly afterwards. “It will clear up the pain, but I might have a limp for the rest of my life, I might not have full mobility, I might not be able to run.” Bernard admits he will have to take the risk eventually, the discomfort is becoming too much to ignore, yet at least his mental suffering has subsided. He is no longer tortured by what he lost, happier to reflect on what he had. “That team was incredible,” he said. “It was the best time, it was so enjoyable to be part of it. I had a manager like Bobby and figureheads like Alan Shearer, Rob Lee, Gary Speed. I was a young man and I was so proud to play alongside them. “It was a young team – except for a few, we were all in our early twenties, we were all together, we went out together. It snowballed, we could feel the force inside us. “We went to Arsenal, won in December, and we believed we could win the title. We had no fear, we were young and we knew we were good, too fast for people. There hasn’t been a quicker team than that. We tore teams apart. “If we hadn’t suffered with injuries we would have won the title in 2002, I still believe that. Sir Alex Ferguson said as much. Next year we were in the Champions League, beating Juventus, fantastic memories. “We should have won something – the Uefa Cup in 2004, injuries killed it. We lost nine players for the second leg of the semi-final, it was too much to cope with.” Happy on Tyneside and part of a side which suggested it would end the most embarrassing trophy drought in England, Bernard left in acrimonious circumstances, angry with the club and furious with the manager who forced him out. He said: “I wanted to stay. I was enjoying my football, but it all changed very quickly. I don’t regret what happened. I left because I had to. “The club stopped negotiating with me. Bobby got sacked, Graeme Souness came and he had completely different views. He killed the momentum and the team. He sat me down in our first meeting, said this is the contract, sign it now or you’re out. “He said ‘I’ve got another player to come anyway, I don’t think you’re that good’. That player was Celestine Babayaro. I was really upset. I said ‘you don’t even know me, you’ve hardly seen me play.’ He wanted me out and I went. “Everything was perfect for me, Souness ruined it. He deflated everything and everyone left. He didn’t like young players, he didn’t like difficult characters, he ruined the club.” Bernard went on loan to Southampton before moving to Rangers as a free agent in the summer of 2005, but life in Scotland also turned sour when the Ibrox side replaced Alex McLeish a year later with a manager he had fallen out previously with at Lyon, which facilitated his original move to Newcastle. He explained: “Paul Le Guen, he told me I was too fat to play. He was one of the reasons I left Lyon and I knew it was game over for me there. “I lost too much weight in too short a time. I’ve always been stocky, it didn’t mean I couldn’t run. I was on a soup and bread diet. I lost all my strength, I went from 82 kilos to 74 kilos in three or four weeks. “I don’t think I was ever the same again, I had no energy and the injuries kept coming. “I couldn’t force my way back into the team, I came back to Newcastle and never played a game. “My hip was in bits, I wasn’t the same player. My body was breaking down. I didn’t realise then, but my career was already over.” Read More http://www.journallive.co.uk/nufc/newcastle-united-news/2011/03/11/olivier-bernard-s-career-ending-injury-tale-61634-28316640/#ixzz1GICmB5IJ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Beren Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Enjoyable read (not in a malicious way, obviously!). Big fan of Olivier and Lolo Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TBG Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Poor Oli Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
David28 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Good interview. Sounds a bit like Dr. House in that sometimes. Poor lad, could still be our first choice LB somehow. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest neesy111 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ObiChrisKenobi Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Man, good read. Always wondered why he disappeared, bad injury to a good player. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yorkie Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Loved Bernard, cracking full-back. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
ikri Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. The famous 300% pay rise which sounds a lot until you realise it was a rise from £5000 per week to £15000 - £10000 per week less than we ended up paying Babayaro. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
tmonkey Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. The famous 300% pay rise which sounds a lot until you realise it was a rise from £5000 per week to £15000 - £10000 per week less than we ended up paying Babayaro. This. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
NG32 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Souness did exactly what i thought he would. The sour shitfaced cunt. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
nobby_solano Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. The famous 300% pay rise which sounds a lot until you realise it was a rise from £5000 per week to £15000 - £10000 per week less than we ended up paying Babayaro. that's a terrifying thought. i never knew that. the article was an eye-opener. i thought bernard just wanted to move on, didn't realise it was souness that was the cause of it Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shak Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 That goal he scored, think it was against Chelsea, where Viana played and absolutely immensely weighted ball and Bernard got there just before the keeper and, despite the fact that he was running full pelt, somehow dinked the ball over him. That and the fucking rocket against Arsenal. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Stephen927 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 When Robert leathered the ball off his face. :lol: Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
nobby_solano Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 loved his goal against rangers too Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
themanupstairs Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 how i miss those days Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Robster Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 When Robert leathered the ball off his face. :lol: :lol: http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/5007/robbern.jpg Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Superior Acuña Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Scored from an impossible angle at Old Trafford too in the 5-3 defeat. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greg Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Scored from an impossible angle at Old Trafford too in the 5-3 defeat. That was a cross. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
NEEJ Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Great attacker, poor defender. Part of some great memories though and it's always funny to hear him talking with that Geordie-French accent. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jill Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 When Robert leathered the ball off his face. :lol: :lol: http://img183.imageshack.us/img183/5007/robbern.jpg Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest neesy111 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. The famous 300% pay rise which sounds a lot until you realise it was a rise from £5000 per week to £15000 - £10000 per week less than we ended up paying Babayaro. That was speculation. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Super Duper Branko Strupar Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. The famous 300% pay rise which sounds a lot until you realise it was a rise from £5000 per week to £15000 - £10000 per week less than we ended up paying Babayaro. That was speculation. You're speculation Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crumpy Gunt Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 Souness is the only manager in my time supporting NUFC I knew would be a complete disaster from the first moment I heard he'd joined. I came to blows with one of my mates in the boozer when he was telling everyone to give him a chance. I would celebrate Thatcher style if I found out the clueless cunts heart had stopped. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
NG32 Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 I knew Souness would be an epic failure. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
JH Posted March 11, 2011 Share Posted March 11, 2011 He brought some of the stuff that happened under Souness on himself by trying to get a big pay-rise. The famous 300% pay rise which sounds a lot until you realise it was a rise from £5000 per week to £15000 - £10000 per week less than we ended up paying Babayaro. That was speculation. I doubt it was much more than that tbh. Cracking player and a great guy. Shame what's happened to him. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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